Well the year is coming to a long close, and it's been a HELL OF A FUN YEAR...
Well, "fun" as in tiring and frustrating as far as political events go. I mean, Abraham Lincoln must be turning in his grave going "It's the apocalypses!"
Well I guess it's not all bad, as we go into with a bang, everybody is working hard towards peace, harmony, joy, and goals. For example: I got offered a 10 minute spot in a local variety show last week, and I was super excited that somebody noticed my talent. Not to brag, but I am pretty talented! Just saying!
In all seriousness, for me this year was a great test. People who know me know that I get lazy easily. I'm not proud of it, and I tell myself that I'm not lazy..... BUT I AM!!!! Ask my Mum.
Anyhow... Here's what I've discovered about myself. And this is something that I didn't want to talk about, because I'm a little embarrassed about it, but I don't care anymore because it's the truth.
I'm in love with a girl who I met in America last year.
Now, this is something I thought was a minor crush and I thought I'd laugh it off and that would be it, and I'm laughing as I write this that I'm even mentioning this. But it's true. It's not just a crush, and it took time to admit that to myself. I mean I'm act like Peter Griffin from Family Guy, and I look like Screech off Saved By The Bell. I'm somewhat sexy, but I'm a crazy dude!
There's clearly a difference between us 2, but we do look similar. And yes, I could've photoshoped Screech, but I was lazy.
The thing is, just because I have feelings for this girl doesn't mean I should hide it. It's just feelings, yes, but they are strong feelings and I'm not afraid to hide them anymore. And I know it's personal, but I don't care. And if this girl doesn't feel the same way about me, so be it. I'm allowed to share my feelings and possibly make a dick of myself! If it's what I need to do to learn, I will do it.
Anyway, if it's meant to be it will be, and if it's not, it isn't the end of the world.
Anyway, enough of that, this was a blog that I wanted to write for awhile, and I hope it's worthwhile.